this post was submitted on 13 Oct 2024
5 points (66.7% liked)

Ask Lemmy

26890 readers
2405 users here now

A Fediverse community for open-ended, thought provoking questions

Please don't post about US Politics. If you need to do this, try [email protected]


Rules: (interactive)


1) Be nice and; have funDoxxing, trolling, sealioning, racism, and toxicity are not welcomed in AskLemmy. Remember what your mother said: if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all. In addition, the site-wide Lemmy.world terms of service also apply here. Please familiarize yourself with them


2) All posts must end with a '?'This is sort of like Jeopardy. Please phrase all post titles in the form of a proper question ending with ?


3) No spamPlease do not flood the community with nonsense. Actual suspected spammers will be banned on site. No astroturfing.


4) NSFW is okay, within reasonJust remember to tag posts with either a content warning or a [NSFW] tag. Overtly sexual posts are not allowed, please direct them to either [email protected] or [email protected]. NSFW comments should be restricted to posts tagged [NSFW].


5) This is not a support community.
It is not a place for 'how do I?', type questions. If you have any questions regarding the site itself or would like to report a community, please direct them to Lemmy.world Support or email [email protected]. For other questions check our partnered communities list, or use the search function.


Reminder: The terms of service apply here too.

Partnered Communities:

Tech Support

No Stupid Questions

You Should Know

Reddit

Jokes

Ask Ouija


Logo design credit goes to: tubbadu


founded 1 year ago
MODERATORS
5
submitted 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

Especially if your existence is a constant failure... When you own nothing, you have no future, job and no woman wants you (and you still a virgin as an old adult)... Recently I've feeling suicidal again, I don't think I have the courage to do it, which makes this worse,I can't even stop this from messing with me.

Sorry if you are bothered by this but I'm feeling really rotten. Just... Don't tell me to get help, that's not a possibility. I'm getting tired of just waking up alive.

you are viewing a single comment's thread
view the rest of the comments
[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 month ago

I learned after being told countless times that failure is the only way to learn new things. I've found myself at the dark corner of life many times and I still do. I have a family and I love my kids but my wife has a hate relationship with me. At work I have to prove myself at every moment like I owe someone something. And I drive a small car so everyone feels the need to cut me off to feel better. But you know, there's a place where you are king. Your imagination. I'm really artistic and creative due to constantly failing and always coming up with new things ala ADHD. I'm haunted by my father's accusations about my expertise in starting things and never finishing them. Anyway, I keep myself entertained no matter what situation. I love observing people and taking photos and learning. Maybe go inside you and find what you like or find something you can win at. Visiting goodwill stores is very interesting for me for example. You can find all sorts of interesting things there. Or maybe nature could be interesting to you. I love love looking at things under the microscope at work for example. That stuff is like a good mine.