Hi, me being a bellend asking for help again- Imean, uh, helpfully bringing up that having a place to do that could be cool. Yeah, that. I think somecritters around here were discussing such a thing at some point? squeaks meekly?
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... It'd be real cool if the aid programs around here were implemented more sensibly and responsively :-\ Finally got to see a mental-y health-y help-y critter who sent in the stuff to get me on a cash assistance program but now it's just 🦗 🦗 and Idunno if I'm gonna be able to dispel credit bills this month, dunno what'll happen if I don't. I wonder if I can postpone by proving I have COVID? ... Ugh. I assume there's gonna be some kind of torture if I can't. Have been trying not to think of it 'cause I can't handle shit. Am close to being able to, just that one thing needs to stop with the heel-dragging and I'll be able to scrape by well enough to get help and start a life ([Sarcasm] At 34, which everycritter knows is the best age to be starting to live at) but rrgghhh squeaky-squawky-flaily incoherent critter noises!
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Anyway, was that place ever a thing? I- er, some critters may need to borrow a buck or something. And a nap. Does anycritter have a nap I can use? I'll give it back after 🤷 [Strange incoherent joke] Can't taste it anyway.
Bleh.
(Off-topic) In other news, somehow I've ended up in the pridest freakin' city? Every other weekend there's some kinda pride thing going on @.@ Kinda neat Is'pose 😅 🤷 🐭 😶🌫️ skitters quietly away, still squeaking excuses and distractions >.<;
Im sure there's worse ages than 34 to start; I'm 27 and feel like I'm barely halfway to the point of having a life; I have basically no friends, and I have little to no energy to do anything most of the time. I don't think I've seen a doctor (outside of urgent care for a sick note for work) in a decade or more, and I'm starting to realize I might be living with chronic pain (I think??? Ive heard having a "normal level of pain" isnt normal)
If Naps were tradable, I would buy them in bulk 😆 Minnesota sounds cool, kinda wanna give Chicago a shot myself, someday; I hear there's good food there, and I am very much not built for rural or suburban living.