chickendestroy

Ginawa mo lang ang alam mong tama base sa kaunting alam mo. Sapat man yun o hindi

Tagos na tagos sakin tong sinabi mo na 'to. Recently kasi I've been questioning myself baka nga talagang di ko nahandle nang maayos yung relationship. Baka ako talaga yung dahilan why it became chaotic. Pero kung aalisin ko kasi yung acquired knowledge ko ngayon after everything that happened, I think I really just did what I thought was right during those times. I'm slowly coming into terms with it. Kaso the threat of her, committing suicide is becoming a huge roadblock para makapagstart na sana ko magfocus on my own healing. Why is the world so cruel? Antagal ko bago makakuha ng courage to not chase after her tapos biglang may suicide threats naman sa huli. Ang gulo rin kasi she keeps saying na she's not trying to get me back. Pero at the same time she's saying na ginagawa nya yun kasi she feels she has no one else already. And that wala naman daw kasing sasagip sa kanya. And that desidido na daw sya. Hirap neto sobra.

New development lang. She's saying she's going to commit suicide before blocking me entirely from all her socials. Goes without saying I'm really panicking. What I did is I contacted her close friend. Sabi naman nila pupuntahan daw nila ngayon pero wala pa ko update. I really feel bad. She was indeed the one who broke up with me but the way she spins the story e ako daw yung nang abandon. And the scary part is I think she also believes that imagined scenario. Sobrang fucked up na din talaga. I'm at a loss kasi what if she went through with it? I won't be able to bear the guilt and baka sumunod nalang din ako bigla.

I finally was set free from an emotionally abusive relationship. She broke up with me and I finally had the courage to not chase after her.

But she's visibly upset. And I'm afraid of what she'll do to herself. But at the same time, I wanna start looking after myself and start my healing. But I feel guilty for letting her be. While here I am reconnecting with my friends.

What do I do?

Forgot to mention na wala rin akong PS2. I had PS1 as a kid, and then went straight to PS4 as an adult.

Yung remake ng MGS3 medyo nagdadalawang isip ako if I'm going to buy it lalo't I don't want to give Konami money off Kojima's work.

That being said, I think Konami is really milking the series with this re-release.

Meron bang MGS3 yung dati?

I'm a sucker for MGS and MGS3 and 4 nalang di ko nalalaro sa lahat simply because never ako nagka PS3 and walang PC ports yung 3 and 4.

Sana cheater nalang jowa ko mas madali pa sanang bumitaw. Hindi kagaya ng ganto na araw araw ako nakakatanggap ng verbal at emotional abuse na parang basahan lang ako tas di ko malaman kung bakit.

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Lurker ako ng r/PHCreditcards. Last month ko lang naappreciate yung phr4friends into making new connections na hindi sex-driven. ~~Doesn't mean I don't go to phr4r though~~. I hope those subs also migrate. Other than that wala na rin naman akong ibang PH subs na fini-frequent.

Yung alam ko dati yung mag eenable/disable ka ng roaming tas magreregister ka sa isang promo or something. Tas parang around 60-70% chance your sim will bug out tas free internet ka na until Globe patches it. Then there's also Ultrasurf saka HotspotShield VPN. Lel

Symbianize represent ako dito. Hahaha! I'm not ashamed to admit na I became where I am now by stealing internet during my high school days.

Mine's a play on "seek and destroy"

That's it.

I think this makes the most sense. Haha! Kahit ako ayaw ko magpalit kaso ayun nga. People know me by my username. Di ko alam sino nagkalat nun within my circle so I feel a little bit more vulnerable. Haha!