Yeah that sounds a lot like me when I'm about to start using again, whatever the substance. Don't do it.
If you're the kind of person that can't have just one, you might be playing with fire. Your friends might be drinking "as normal people do" but what says you will? You might end up being the only one wasted when everybody else is just having a few drinks and you'll not only be suffering from crippling hangovers but also crippling hangxiety.
You quit for a reason and it's easy to forget after a while but if you've had a problem with alcohol in the past, you probably still do and it's a very slippery slope. You will be reminded very quickly why it is you stopped and you'll have to start over from day 1.
Maybe your problem with alcohol wasn't that severe but why would you be posting on a sober community if it wasn't? Why would you bother remembering how many days it has been since your last drink?