I don't even check anymore.
It's entirely clear to me why these happen too.
Once you get into the headspace of a MAGA disillusionment is inevitable. In fact, i probably went through it and called it my fuck up phase.
But you know what. It takes real energy to hold up that reality. It's also trying to starve you out, denying you any sound advise from anyone ever, treatments for serious mental illness, and ever increasing weight of more and more responsibilities: career, student loan debt, children, mortgage, personal health. It's not even trying to break you, it wants to crush you. And if you're losing at capitalism you're going to spin out.
