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No, but everything that happened around this illness did have an impact on my life. Learning to live with it (unknowingly), all the difficulties I have faced and somewhat overcome did build a certain character. Character isn't something you're born with. It's how you interact with your surroundings that builds your character. Whether I like it or not. 40 years of this shit has an impact on how you do things, the friends you make, everything. Claiming that this hasn't formed my character would be a lie. I'm definitely not over it. I got diagnosed because work became too difficult to handle and I sought help, believing it was a depression or a burnout. I never knew it was ADHD (and depressions from the shit i had to go through in my childhood) up until very recently. I'm now getting treated and it is an absolute godsend. And that's just therapy. Meds are coming soon. Still have to go through some medical hurdles first but I'm very eager to find out how meds will have an impact. Looking back at what I could have achieved without this illness really brings me to tears at times.

So again, if I could travel back in time and were able to eliminate this illness from the beginning, I wouldn't hesitate a bit. It might have made me a different person than I am now, but I'm very sure life would have been easier.